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Name: Christy Birthday: 5/19/1900 Gender: Female
Interests: Softball, friends, tennis, God, I Love Lucy!, skiing, well. I really have no life because I play softball all the time.....BUT I'M NOT COMPLAININ!!! umm. i also love history and physical education. Expertise: EATING AND SLEEPING DEFINATELY! and, of course, SOFTBALL!!
Message: message me AIM: SoftChapBalMan14 MSN: godssportychik14@hotmail.com
Member Since:
11/28/2004
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| my new xanga name is Chaps_14. check it out!!
Peaceout and Godbless!!
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| do you ever get it when life is just too much? You try so hard to stay one step ahead in the game of life, but then it all just piles up on you. That's how I feel right now. I'm on life overload. I just need to take a break. But I can't. I need a break before I go crazy but I can't. Tonight at conditioning I was doing ok, but then i started to do little things wrong and I would get pissed. Softball was the only area in my life where I wasn't having a hard time with b/c if i did something wrong, I usually fixed it. But tonight was a different story. And now I'm just depressed. I have so much homework every night about things I don't understand, and....................I just don't know. I dont' know what to do. I know I have to deal with it b/c this is life. My life. There aren't enough hours in a day to do all the homework I need to do. I stay up so late doing my homework that I fall asleep in my classes. Then I feel guilty for falling asleep. Then the day just repeats itself. It's a never ending cycle of hell. Softball was how I got away, but right now i'm struggling in softball too. I have no escape any more. | | |
| Hey everyone!! This weekend seems like it's been so long.....and of course I've successfully put off all my homework until 9 on sunday night. But i'm ok with that.
ONLY ONE WEEK TIL TRYOUTS!!! I am soooo PUMPED!! It'll be interesting to see who they pull up to be on the team. If certain people don't make the team.....it will be the best ever. Honestly. 10 of us are already real close, and one (who's only a sophomore, but really should make the team) gets along with us so well, you would never guess she wasn't on the team last year. It'll also be interesting to see what tryouts will be like this year....hmmmm.....if conditioning is any sign, we're screwed. But it'll all pay off. Yes it will. We've already been working sooo hard and the season hasn't even started yet. AHHHH!! I'M SO EXCITED!!!!
I keep reading other people's xangas, and I think about things in my future, like college and my life after college and if I should really be a teacher, like is that for me? And I realize the only way for me to be at ease with my future is to lay in all in God's hands. Thats what He does. He's good with dealing with people's futures.......He kinda planned them. And this verse just popped into my head "'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'" That just calms me down, and it makes me kinda happy that I thought of that while I was flippin out b/c spending time with God hasn't really been one of my strong points the past couple months. Once again, I'm going to try to work on that.
Peaceout and Godbless!! | | |
| Hey everyone!! Last night was awesome!! I loved it. It's amazing how much more fun a party is if you dance.....last time I just sat around and it wasn't fun....well it was, but this time was so much more fun!!! When I left there had been 230 people there......sweet. John had to kick people out because there were so many people there......then he kicked everyone out who wasn't from jenison. Losers. You wish you could be as cool as us.....but you can't.....it's ok.
And the first thing to get crossed off my list was going to Yesterdog!!! I LOVED it!! It was amazing. It's like the corner bar in rockford, only better cuz it's closer....sigh. I have a new favorite place. It was a fun trip with michell and kfo. Michelle got it confused with virtigo or somethign so we were trying to find Division, and we had to turn around and then we found it on our way back. But I love it!!
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| Hey everyone! Tonight's the big night.....kegger at John's!! Don't get your hopes up....it's a root beer kegger......It's gonna be so fun!
And another thing.....Michelle is gonna take me to Yesterdog today!! I'm excited! Thats a thing i can cross of my list! My list of things to do before I die list!! YESSSSS!!!
Peaceout and Godbless!!
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